2021.10.24 16:23 GUS_Fring05 Are there no more live sbcs with you either?
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2021.10.24 16:23 DCCofficially Day o. a chronical of trying to be sober
Friends. i have been here before. I tried. I failed. I've been here before so many times I've lost count. today was supposed to be my day. I don't think its going to work out that way. last week I decided I needed to be sober. I will be so sick that I cant keep anything into my stomach. but I will continue to drink. so I thought. I'm going to have a last hoorah. I'm going to collect a specific few friends who I will know will have my back and I'm going to have a last night of drinking. that was last night. today I am supposed to be sober. for the rest of my life. I don't want to go into detail yet but I know if I continue drinking I will kill myself. that or the withdrawal will. it scares me to my core. I have a problem though. I woke up this morning and knew there was still alcohol in the house. feeling terrible I got up and my first thought was to take inventory. I was originally going to give my brother everything I had left but he didn't stay late enough. and now I'm not man enough to dump it. I got up and knew alcohol was missing; my lovely, beautiful, amazing, finance took it and hid it. I demanded to know where it was and she wouldn't tell me. i started to get mad (I'm non violent in any way shape or form but I was upset). today was supposed to be my first day sober but I knew I had alcohol left. it couldn't be my first day because there was something still here. this is my thinking. I haven't drank yet - but the alcoholic in me wants to make sure its all gone before I get sober. if it gets to 6-8 PM at night withdrawal starts. I cant sleep - I cant be human. I'm worthless. my doctors appointment is on Tuesday. where I will be prescribed drugs and sleeping medication to help me. but the choice needs to mine. I haven't failed yet today. but I know I will. its still here. I know it is. she gave it back because she said she didn't want me mad at her. I'm a horrible person for asking for it back when she was only trying to help me out. today is my first day back to stop drinking after lerking for years of try's and fails. I will kill myself if I continue. but its here. she didn't hide all of it. its right fucking here. I don't wanna drink with you today but I feel as though my Destiney is already set for today. I need help. there is a zoom meeting on Wednesday for agnostics for AA. I will attend that. I have been constantly looking for things to help me once I get sober. which was supposed to be today. but there's alcohol in my house. I know I should leave it - I should dump it. there's a voice in my head that keeps saying no. its that realization that tells me I will die if I continue. can anyone point me to some reading or programs that are not god orientated that might be able to help me. I'm more focused on keeping my head and hands busy. maybe knitting? seems weird for a 29 year old man and I don't like knitting but it will take away the time. I'm trying for kids. its been a year and its been unsuccessful. I want to be alive if I can have them. I finally decided I want to be alive for family. I just need to get there....
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2021.10.24 16:23 ShagPalm Liv
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2021.10.24 16:23 GamingxZone Black Ops Escaping from the Vorkuta Prison step 1 secure the keys
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2021.10.24 16:23 Professional_Big8842 Hello Are you interested in having a sugar momma 😇❤️online who will take care of your bills❤️❤️ all I want in returns is your honesty loyalty and trust😊 and there’s no anything sexual involve or pay a fee or Test before you get paid!!! Dm if interested!!!
2021.10.24 16:23 Lycosidae64 My Sunday morning bin pull. 🤔
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2021.10.24 16:23 LJAkaar67 Clean Master spyware? And what is Dangbei assistant and is that one safe?
In another post a few users here were discussing Dangbei Assistant and Clean Master to help clean up a firestick.
2021.10.24 16:23 soapresidue Double blonde shot on my breville bambino :)
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2021.10.24 16:23 DoubleRRHonda Toyota said this is fine.
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2021.10.24 16:23 amtap Is the Microsoft Store version STILL superior to the Steam version?
Steam is my preferred platform but I heard it was a pain to get that version running. I know there was a patch in July that claimed to fix many issues but I don't see a lot of people talking about it. Are the two versions essentially equal now? Any other differences I should know about?
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2021.10.24 16:23 truby666 Hasan summons demonic entities live on stream
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2021.10.24 16:23 ecosocialismplz Can someone help me unpack this? This is from an online leftist on tumblr. Obviously it’s absurd & false to label China as capitalism w/ Chinese characteristics. And isn’t China focusing on eliminating poverty??
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2021.10.24 16:23 erebusting QC - Jordan 3 True Blue - Niu Get - 89¥
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2021.10.24 16:23 KathrynLOLPro Trading my pet sim X inv for adopt me pets or mm2 godlys!
(Next post is where my inv is! I think its pretty good!)
Im mostly looking for (In adopt me) Is High teir legs / neon legs!
Im mostly looking for (In mm2) Idk so you can offer!
Idk the value so please explain ty!
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2021.10.24 16:23 iandivyw 🎼 Mind Music 🎼 First time ever DeFi powering record label! 🎹 Aiming to raise awareness around mental health issues! |💰Staking Launching TOMORROW✨26 Influencers Booked! | 🎶 NFT collection and🎙️Record Label within weeks! | Don't miss out❗
🎻 What is Mind Music Token?
Mind Music Coin has been set up for the purpose of using music to raise awareness for mental health. Millions of people around the world suffer everyday with poor mental health. Mind music hopes to #breakthestigma and bring people together for an incredibly important, long overdue conversation. We have already begun our work. Our first project has a total of 12 tracks that have already been recorded. We aim to record a further 9-13 tracks to complete the first release. 100% of the profits from the album sales will be donated to suicide prevention and mental health charities. We hope that this project sustains for the long term. We aim to form collaborative partnerships with many musicians around the world!🎷 Tokenomics
185,000,000,000,000 Total Supply * This is a 100% Rug Proof and scam free coin. The BNB raised from the presale will be paired and locked into liquidity forever with any remaining tokens. There are NO team tokens which means no dumping from the development team! Ownership will be renounced after launch.🎺 TXN Taxes (12% Total TXN Tax)
4% Mind Music Fund 3% Marketing 2% Buy Back (Track) 1% Auto Liquidity 1% Reflection 1% Burn * Buy Back Occurs at 10 BNB Wallet Balance🪕 Marketing
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Contract Address: 0x897304d4606b2d5fcaf886aa7aa143e478ec36c5 Name: Mind Music Symbol: MND Decimals: 9📯 Useful Links
🌎Website: https://mindmusic.finance/ 💬Telegram: https://t.me/mindmusicbsc 🕊️Twitter: https://twitter.com/mindmusic_bsc 📖Whitepaper: https://mindmusic.finance/white-paper.html ⚙️Dextools: https://www.dextools.io/app/bsc/pair-explore0x513a6611a62f2d47da87fbc9c5435abf075dfffd 🥞PancakeSwap: https://pancakeswap.finance/swap#/swap?outputCurrency=0x897304D4606B2d5FcAf886aa7AA143e478EC36C5&inputCurrency=BN 💩Poocoin: poocoin.app/tokens/0x897304d4606b2d5fcaf886aa7aa143e478ec36c5submitted by iandivyw to MarsWallStreet [link] [comments]
2021.10.24 16:23 lgugusl Did Apple change the Braided Loop manufacturing?
I was in the Apple store today to mesure my 1-year old braided loop against the new ones to assess the stretching (it is now a 5 and 3/4 instead of a 5). But looking back at my comparison shot between two size 5, I noticed that the stitches are now smaller and there are more on the actual braids. Image link: https://ibb.co/cCLqd2v
Could someone confirm this? Did Apple change this and the stretching over time might not be the same now?
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2021.10.24 16:23 SecondHandDungeons The hero’s of Raven Loft have arrived [art]
2021.10.24 16:23 breadandbutterbb Super creamy butternut squash pasta with crispy sage & brown butter! Autumnal seasonal recipe! Asmr
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2021.10.24 16:23 pokedmund A way to test the split screen browser on a website first?
Curious about getting a duo (depends on how much the duo 1 drops further by, or when the duo 2 drops to like $400-500 in the future)
Is there a way to test how apps or browsers look like in the duo through a website or app or something (without having to find an actual physical unit to test on first)
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2021.10.24 16:23 WhamBammThankYouMam A comparison between where I work and where my partner works: Local Government Vs Hospitality.
I work for the local government, my partner works in the hospitality industry.
A few days ago, my partner received a call whilst she was at work to say that her mum was being rushed to hospital and was potentially having a stroke. My partner and her mum are close and she was distraught. According to her, when she informed her manager, her manager told her to have a 15 minute break and come back soon. She did not even say “I’m sorry to hear that” etc. My partner was sobbing over the situation and could not get back into the headspace to work but she feels she has loyalty to the company and her coworkers so continued despite the situation.
In comparison to this, on a work day I found out that my Dad had been diagnosed with cancer for a second time. I too was distraught and sobbing. I informed my manager and they told me that if I felt I could not work then I should take the rest of the afternoon off and they insisted I take the next day off to go visit my Dad. They have also helped me through times when I feel bad mentally and make sure I am capable of going back to work and am healthy.
In my view, the way my work handles a situation like that should be how all work places manage it. I am lucky that I work in a place that understands their employees have a life outside of their jobs.
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2021.10.24 16:23 AtomBus887 Are you traumatized from White people?
I moved from the West Coast to the East Coast and experienced a very racist situation at my old job. I worked in a leadership position in healthcare for the government and was supposed to be one of the few first people to get vaccinated. It took place in one of the most "liberal" cities so I didn't expect to experience racism. Everyone got invited to get vaccinated, except this Chinese lady and I. Then there was so drama between a White and Latino co-workwer, which I wasn't involved in. The White leaders basically had a meeting and talked trash about the Latino. I was quiet throughout the whole time and didn't take side since it was not my drama. Little did I expect, on the next day, everyone was saying that I witnessed the drama between the White and Latino and didn't do anything about it. I stood up for myself during the team's meeting and my boss told me I was stirring things all. My boss gathered two other people to have a talk with me. I was immediately changed to a new division overnight. My boss couldn't wait until business hours. As a young individual who is naive and just entered the workforce, it was a traumatic experience for me. I rapidly applied for jobs and work with a hospital now. I'm still traumatized from everything that happened and feel so scared around all the White people at my new job. 😔 How do you cope with this as an Asian? I just hate White people so much, liberals and conservatives.
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2021.10.24 16:23 LittleWompRat Why does Youtube disable miniplayer for YouTube for Kids?
This is Youtube's most ridiculous policy. I don't understand their reasoning behind this and I dont see how miniplayer could harm children in any way.
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2021.10.24 16:23 Hambino0400 [HOMEMADE] refried beans and potatoes sautéed in salsa.
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2021.10.24 16:23 Imaginary_Yogurt_OwO who is your favorite hazbin hotel character :D
2021.10.24 16:23 Lord_Pistachio__ Warzone mobile but it isn't made by Activision hmm, imposter moment xD. I wonder how long Will this game last
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